to bad about the cold, but my guess is that alittle week off will only do ur body good, seeing as u have been pounding the living shit out of urself in these last sessions DA:)
Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate;
I am the captain of my soul.
Since it was some days ago something happend in here, Im going to write whats up.
Im still a little sick,. No fever to whine about, but still some headache.
Then some days ago one off my dogs started to pee on the floor. And thats really strange for her to pee inside. She didn't even do that as a puppy without feeling ashamed. And there is blood in the urin. My first thought went to the tumors she has got in her stomach from the contraceptive stuff she gets a couple of times every year. "Thats normal" said the veterinary when I found them..thoughts of stabbing her with the syringe came to mind... So I feel really down about this stuff cause its the second time this will happen in my life...last time it was my mother as I have mentioned before. I called in sick yesterday from work, plainly just because I didn't have any energy at all left after these bad news on top of my cold...I hope she (the dog) will live a little longer atleast before I have to put her down...