isnt really about size really, or me being "tough". i used to get into alot of bar fights when i was like 15-16 with 30 year old 300lb skin heads, i have taken alot of blows to the head and i was still standing not saying i would win but i would put up good fights. i earned alot of respect from those guys that when i would show up everyone was cool with me. i wasnt an asshole or cocky but i would never back down. i remember i got this one dude twice in the face and he caught me off guard and cracked me right in the forehead i blacked out till the guys in back of me caught me before i fell and i stood up and said "thats it?" lol and he didnt say anything he just walked away. but i swear i had a headache for like 3 months straight that dude hit me hard hahahaha
i think its fun, when my adrenaline gets going i dont feel much. but i love it!!
and know you hang out with dem' skinheads and your kkk friends?