I was funny, someone actually told me I look like a marathon runner....
(I DID run marathons years ago!)
Still, disappointed on squat and deads. 140 would've been there on my squat, and I should've nailed 155 on the deads.
man, don't torture yourself. You did great, it was your first meet with that fed so you didn't know all the rules, judging etc... you've come back with a total and that's a PR in itself. Now you know more about competing and about yourself, next time you'll kick some serious ass.